I have decided to put my extracts through ma journal so here it goes.... hope you find it you know not one hundred percent rubbish!


NOW!!
I rubbed my eyes then exposed them to the particles and atoms that formed what was my bedroom. Neutral colours, browns, creams and beige, colours which were a lot like me... balanced, calm and gives nothing away, well except to my family. Over powering sunshine bolted to my pupils.
NOW!!
Of all times of all places
WHY??
I turned my head to the clock on my dresser; it shone in neon lights back at me six am. Six am it was too early, the chilly warmth swamped around me, I stretched pulled back my mega size duvet covers and sat up. I turned my head and lowered my view to the hand reaching out for me, then followed it to the source and I saw a shadowy form that was my mother. I saw her at the base of the bed as I focused on her face my vision was drew to her eyes that’s when I saw it fright.
A sharp agonizing pain ran through my stomach she was scared instantly I knew why and what was going on.
It had to be today of all days, a day to be with family, a day to be happy, and joyful. And he had done it.
Instantaneously I ran to my mother and asked the question that brought fear and fright to my vocal chords.
“What’s he done?”